My life has been way too ridiculously busy for me to know what day it is in the last 2 months. Whether it was insomnia, cramming for a test that likely didn't influence my grade what so ever or some stupid boy I feel like I'm at a point of exhaustion where I can't even catch up with my sleep. Graduation still has yet to set in as well. It just seems like another summer around the pool until I get around to finding a job that this time at least fits my field and will keep me "entertained" for awhile.
Every day its like I can't catch my breath from the anxiety of being faced with the "real world". After being part of for the past few weeks what I've been told to fear for years I wake up with anxiety and somehow go to sleep at night relaxed. Eliminating certain people from your life is a definitely the best feeling in the world. It's so empowering you feel like you could do anything. I had one of the best days in a long time yesterday. Laying out by the pool with Dom, having a delicious gyro, hanging out & catching up with Pilcher, seeing the hangover, and having a few beers downtown. If only every weekend was that great. So my skin is ridiculously dry and I feel like an alligator, and I was ridiculously tired at the bar and kinda bored. The day as a whole was just filled with such happiness the little things fail to matter.