MO-TI-VA-TION

Days like... with nothing actually set in stone as "plans" or things I have to get done nothing forces me to get out of bed or get things done. I just don't have the strength or motivation to do anything. I have a to do list but nothing to force me to get any of it done. I know some people that would love to sit around and blog all day cuz I've seen them do it at times and in places they probably shouldn't. Blogs aren't mean to hold your deepest darkest secrets cuz then its published for the entire world to see whether you want them to or not. I got in trouble in high school for blogging about people I had issues with and was naiive enough to think they wouldn't read it or know it was about them.

Every day ends the same...

Coldplay seems to be my safe haven lately. Its just relaxing.

Every day ends the same. I sit here in my bed and take everything in. What I've done right. What I've done wrong. What I have to do tomorrow or the next day. Some days I wake up and look straight in the mirror wondering what made me look like that today.

It's like every day I end with all these regrets and wake up in the morning with them written on my face.

So much to say... too little time.